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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

:: Chain of bad events ::

When 1 team was trying very hard to build good rapport (not forgetting always getting lots n lots of pressure from the high up), another team makes the wrong move and everythin is RUINED.

And the 'best' part is... all is now being labelled as the worse group, irregardless who made all tis happened...

The unlucky grp being the most noisy & out-going grp, no way will keep quiet & let tis matter off easily. Its plain unjust that they have to be hold responsible!

So wat will the high up do? Got a feeling its goin be some unfair outcome, again...

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The start of the whole chain of bad events started with one thing --> FB. Seriously i tink FB can ruin one's reputation, can ruin one's work, it even can ruin one's friendship / relationship. Never ever comment anythin work related when u've added ur colleagues to ur FB or unhappy incident due to someone who is also in ur FB. Bosses if kapo enuf, they can check ur daily comments, even if u didnt add them to ur FB (so long they know ur nick OR they have a common frien tat u've added).

People SEE, rumors SPREAD, relationships SPOILED. (lucky i kept my FB only for friens & ex-colleagues!)

Another 'in' thing i dun reali fancy is tat 'fruit' hp. Ya its so fancy with all the wonderful functions, it too spoils relationships. Becox its so fancy, owners (most of them) are so engross in it, no matter where they are, wat they do, that little hp occupies their attention, time & space. I've more than once been bored during outings becox the owners r busy self-entertaining with their little hp. Modern ppl r losing the touch of real communication, physically face-to-face.

Well today broke my record of not working OT later than 8pm. Only managed to sustain minimum OT for 1 week. Yikes... Must lengthen my record. Less OT pls!

When Monday i was still pondering should i take a day off to rest, i managed to dragged myself to work for the past 3 days. I call tis sub-concious strength! With a series of events happening lately, i'm glad i'm still surviving, as a whole.

Trying to stay perky... I'll overcome all odds somehow or another. Am glad i didnt take MC nor leave tis month (despite kinda feeling a bit down). I will survive!

life @ 9:55 PM

:: Duhz ::

Not goin HK... a bit disappointed, a bit annoyed, a bit glad.

Disappointed cox some1 previously said i might be able to go. But than i sorta know 60% i wont be selected cox i heard a 'wind' last mth...

Annoyed cox the matter was kept hush hush from those not 'selected' to go. Come on... how in the world can any1 keep a secret when a big grp of about 50 people are preparing to go tour?! Moreover these ppl wont be in office for 1 week??! They should have annouced OPENLY who is going and 'advise' that those not going they have to stay in office 2 work while THEY go enjoy. DUHZ....

Glad cox my money is saved... was calculating my finances recently... aiming to save bigger portion of my pay. Not going = $$$ saved. Aiming to go tour with my friends (if i can find kakis!) to somewhere out there... maybe taiwan? maybe Maccau? maybe aussie? Aim aim aim!

Now tat my leave wont be deducted 'unnecessarily', means i can take leave! Should i take a day off to rest?

Yes? No? Think think....

life @ 9:25 PM

:: Sceneries ::

Peaceful day today...

Was recalling some past memories, places i've been, people i went with...

It doesnt matter if its jus a simple stroll along the park or walkin along orchard road,

It doesnt matter if its dining out @ an old hawker stall or a posh restuarant,

It doesnt matter if its taking a bus, taking a train or someone's own vehicle,

All it matters is who you are with or did those things with. Its the good companionship tat is more impt than what you are doing or where you are going.

Wasted the past few mths with a person who is a lousy companion. But lucky i still had enjoyment with my good friends and family. They are now my focus of attention. Time will make bad memories fade but wont make it permanently erased.

For example, apparently i can recall by heart the phone number of someone whom i used to be very close more than 10yrs ago. Only 9mths of encounter and the memories still sticks. Kinda weird i only remember tis person's number among so many friends...

Maybe tis is wat ppl call 刻骨铭心?

缘分啊....

life @ 10:09 PM

:: Thoughts... ::

While on the bus on the way home, i did some 'analysis' of my love life...

There was the guy who was right but the timing was wrong...

Than a wrong guy @ the wrong timing...

When finally met the right guy @ the right timing, everything else went wrong...

If i could turn back time, i tink many things would be different... Than again i only knew of tis thru experiencing all the ups & downs of life...

Conclusion? None i guess... jus wait and see... continue wait and see...

If nothing 'major' happens within the next few yrs, i shall start planning buying a hse on my own. That's like the 'back-up' plan. One big major 'project' that allows me to have at least 5 yrs of pre-planning too. I dun mind becoming a 包租婆.... Ha......

***** Back to today's happenings....

Its a super duper zombie day today...

Not becox i was constantly yawning despite jus drinking a cup of coffee (which is considered by 2nd cup of caffeine dose of the day).

Not becox i was asked to relief the receptionist every few hrs in between.

It all begins from 9am, where my 1st interview started. Than 10am another. Than 11am another. Than 2pm another. Than 3pm another. Than 4pm another. Than 6pm another.

And the 'fun' part was, all positions are almost different! I was at the brink of confusing one job description for another at each interview, especially from the 4th interview. Usually i dun like to conduct too many position interviews within the same day but today i was bombarded with a few interviews tat wasnt supposely should be mine.

Duno i should thx the recommenders or hate the interviewees for all turning up on the same day, unexpectedly.

Only one word to describe today: WHACKED

life @ 10:34 PM

:: Headaches... ::

I suddenly misses my blog... so here i am blogging again. Nearly 3 mths frm the last blog.

I went Korea (which is fun!),

I had another D&D (which is tiring again!),

I found the old-skool KFC taste again! (finally they switched back the real original taste!),

I 'erase' some1 out of my life! (the 2nd time, PERMANENTLY tis time!),

I set new resolutions for the remaining yr (rest n more rest, as usual!),

and lastly, I'm still @ the same job
(ya i cant say i 'love' my job but here i am still stuck @ the same place)

In a blink of eye, its nearly 1 yr since i'm with tis co... time passing SUUUPEEEER fast to realised i'm still HERE.

Some1 asked wat is my plans next but i cant tink of any @ the moment. So i guess i'll continue be stuck @ wat i'm doin until one fine day i wan a change. Not now cox i'm not in a mood for a change, yet.

Being down with a serious headache for a week. Some1 is giving me a bad headache & i seriously hoped with the matter slowly diminishing out of my life, tis bad headache will go away, permanently.

Age is getting on me.. i need a stable life.

life @ 10:32 PM