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Thursday, September 03, 2009

:: Sick & Tired ::

Getting more & more tired… mentally...

Though getting more used to the new job, I can feel I’m actually pushing myself to accept the challenges, make the changes, do things I don’t think I like to do. But this is the facts of life. Do it or go hungry. So I shall accept it, do the change, action the plans.

Than there’s the issue with people I cared for.

Feeling kinda crappy that I gota be sandwiched between everyone. Feeling suffocated…

Why cant everyone just give me some space to breathe?

I have my temper too… so I hate it when people try to test my patience... test my tolerance level…

I’m just repeating the same ordeal I went thru tat x years ago…

Its stupid… its ridiculous… feeling silly I choose the same crappy ordeal all over again despite ditching it x years ago… and letting everyone, again, manipulating me the way they like & want it.

One fine day I might just do the same I did x years ago…

Now its just tat tiny bit close to tat point…

I need a break.. all alone...

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