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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

:: where r my words? ::

Running out of words for my essay... darn... my target of finishing 1 essay before i sleep is ruined...

Very annoyed.. annoyance can turn me into a nasty person.. such as killing a crockroach...

Normal days i will be running off in fear when i c one.. but i'm so pissed when i saw one jus now i jus grab a stick n crush it to pieces...

Tats call "Anger management".. venting off my anger on 'somethin' instead on someone.

小强.... 对不起了.... 不是故意的.... 只能说.... 是你倒霉咯....

life @ 12:35 AM

:: change change change ::

New sem must have new blogskin.. hahaha...

Pinky sweet this round!

But i kept the simplicity...

Recently got myself a new nick..

Call me Lin~Chan!!!

Sounds jappy? Its my real name hor... not fake not fake... ok its actually part of my real name. Hahaha...

Well here's another 郭静's song to recommend..."不药而愈". Its actually a sad song abt the guy died and the girlfriend is feeling extremely sad...

life @ 1:29 PM

:: Perplexed ::

Had a chat with long-known unknown frien yday.

It seems we known each other so long, but yet it also seems we're total stranger to each other.

More than 12yrs of acquaintance.. i wont totally say its 'friendship' coz we never met in person. But its also not totally unknown coz we know how each other look like, in pic.

If one day either of us stop contact each other, i tink we wont feel too much upset.

Cant get me wonder, if we do ever decide to meet, will our 'friendship' come to an end?

Might, coz the sense of mystery is no longer there....

Yday we almost met up coz he offered to drive me home after sch. I didnt know he got a car lor & doubt his offer. Shucks.... end up no free ride... -_-'''

But i also wont say its totally my "ignorance" tat made me lost my 'free ride'... my dear frien halfway thru our chat went MIA, again...

Seriously i cannot tolerate ppl who go MIA during a chat.... but apparently he always does that.. so many yrs liaoz never change... "AMAZING"... my tolerance tat is.. haha... -_-'''

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Anyway lately i'm very much into the voice & music of 郭静. Found something nice frm her again.. not a hot hit(or rather its not even played on radio) but i like its melody.. sort of got a pinch of jay music in it.. the very oriental music... [郭静-你的香气]

life @ 12:25 PM

:: back to usual ::

back to the usual attending class or nothin to do life again...

kinda boring...

next week on gota change gear to rushing for assignments due, again..

i can predict a headache coming...

recently been thinkin wat i'm gona do after i graduate..

next yr... hmmm...

i wana graduate, but i'm hoping can start work late a bit..

than the money-minded practical side of me tinks its best i find a job asap so tat i can go back to my 'rich' life-style again.. haha..

today someone enjoyin the rich tai tai life in far away europe tells me the 战利品 she has gathered frm all over europe.. the LV, the prada.. the trips around europe.. and the next 战利品 is gucci... wat a life...

i'm here stuck in piles of lect notes & assignments.. i hope to c the tat famous metal tower, tat slanting tower, especially especially especially tat Aegean Sea 爱琴海... jus the name itself sounds pretty... and in the mist of all the sight seeing, i must get myself some branded goods.. haha...

Soooooo, i got myself another 2009 resolution (1st been gettin a driving licence ^^), EUROPE!

At least i get free home stay.. all i need is an air ticket & lots of money to spend....

save save save!!!!

life @ 2:31 AM

:: twisted luck ::

Was having butterflies in my stomach the moment i woke up. Going for a mock interview nevertheless feels the same as goin for the real thing, especially this is graded! But in a twist of event, the interview is just self conducted. Interviewer = classmate. Though its random grouping but i was actually grp with my friend! That's like 1 chance out of 100 over students. Really lucky. Than again i dun tink i did well for my interview coz, as usual, i was blabbering too fast. Anyhowz, we all gave each other gd points since nobody wana become the 'evil' interviewer. Haha..

After the interview, its celebration! 4 poly mates finally can sit down at the same table for dinner... been so long since all of us met up together, other than each of us randomly meeting each others... 'Nua' with HJ at Sun & Moon for 2 hrs till the other 2 babes joined us..

Those are NOT lunch... its our high-tea. Yes a lot of food for high-tea, for jus two babes... we sorta 'mis-calculated' the serving size... Haha... I like their high-tea desserts & jap pancake, though quite disappointed they no longer have the high-tea special (tea + dessets at below $10). Or maybe they only serve the high-tea special on weekday? No sure...

After nua-ing for 2hrs, continued on with dinner.. the dinner was not tat pleasing though. Tis the 2nd time i order their sukiyaki but it tasted totally diff.. The beef was rolled up too thicked tat i cant unroll it. So it became big fat chucks of beef, instead of thin slices of beef. And the soup was too salty.. Guess i'll still stick to their lunch & high-tea menu in future...

YC than started distributing all our late bday gifts... but guess lady luck was at my side, coz AG's gift end up became mine... YC bought the wrong size shoe for AG and i was the only one who could fit in out of the 4 of us. It was like cinderella tryin out the shoe. Hehe..

Sry to the rest of the babes... Thx to YC! Haha...

Today must be my lucky day lor.. havent feel so lucky for quite a while ^^

life @ 10:21 PM

:: torture & joy ::

1st day back to the place i hate... boring to hell lect.. and its over 6 hrs long.. wat a 'good' way to start sch...

So many ppl doze off durin the mid of the lect.. i almost did too.. lucky didnt.. the lecturers r 'creepy'... they LOVE to catch anyone not payin attention... imagine facing two boring lecturers for 6hrs.. arghhh....

After 'surviving' the long torturing lect, decided to go shop for a pair of shoes. It must be 1 of my fastest purchase ever.. within 20mins i went 2 shops, picked 1 pair of blue canvas shoe, tried it and paid for it. I did everythin so fast tat the sales assistant was more than willing 2 entertain my pickiness in keep wanting to change for 1 pair tat has the least defects.. Hahaha...

Lately i'm like been 'possessed' back by my past habit. Which is buy on the spot w/o 2nd thoughts. A super duper bad habit i must say. Its been so long i havent buy somethin on the day or on the spot i saw it. Stress must be hitting on me... haiz..

Overspending like hell... am still feelin guilty abt last fri's splurge.. hmmm.. shouldnt have buy a pair of shoes today... eeeeek...

life @ 11:04 PM