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Saturday, June 28, 2008

:: muffins? ::

Apple cinnamon muffins.. didnt know its so easy to make and taste so good!

[Sitting in the cup waiting to be baked...]

[Havent bake already look & smell tasty...]

[Puffing up in progress...]

[Puffed up & looking all delicious... Hungry? ^^]

Verdict: I tink i made good apple cinnamon muffins. Wahaha... Next time i shall try banana muffins... O.o

life @ 10:45 PM

:: gd life's over again ::

No one's free to go out with me today... but i seriously wanted to get out of the hse coz the dreadful sch day is coming soon!

Went shopping @ orchard alone. Totally enjoyed myself! Shoppin on a weekday must be the best life one can have.. no crowds ANYWHERE...

Spent hrs looking & tryin out tons of clothes... its so hard to restrain myself frm buying everythin i like.. manage to convince myself jus buy 3 pcs.. anymore than tat.. i'm dead meat...

Wanted to sit down at a cafe & relax with a cup of tea but didnt have enuf time.. arrgh..

But right now i'm partial hapi & stress.. new clothes makes me hapi.. spending makes me stress..

Shouldnt have go shoppin alone.. no one to be ard to stop me frm spending!

life @ 11:20 PM

:: mof ::

Free food again, complimentary of MW. I'm lucky to have friends who luv to treat... Muhahaha....

Actually it was jus a gathering dinner but since she offered the treat 2 make up for not treating on my bday..... Thx babe! Though its over 6 mths away frm my bday, but... aww so touched. 感恩... 感恩... Had our dinner at Ministry of Food.

[Menu.. lots of food & desserts to pick]

[I luv chawanmushi! Chawa's my nick! Where's my Mushi? O.o]

[My set meal! Tempura Soba.. yummy!]

The price is reasonable (my set was ard $16) & food aint mini tiny. But comparing to Ichiban, i tink ichiban's portion is much larger. MOF's food tasted good nevertheless. I reali like their set meal special where u top-up ard $3 u can select any yummy dessert frm the dessert menu (lots to choose from!). Best part is their free coffee/tea comes in a voucher form. So u dun have to force urself to drink tat cup of coffee/tea on the same day. $10 for 2 yrs membership is also worth coz it gives u 10% discount. Just eat ard 3 times for 2 pax i'm sure will earn back the $10 paid ^^

MOF can be found @ Marina Sq, Bugis & Raffles City...

Back home, got bored so made somethin out of the little note cards i kept many many yrs.. TATA:

[Home-made name card ^^]

I find it cute la. Havent given out any yet though... hehe...

life @ 10:59 PM

:: must survive! ::

Part hapi part stress...

Today at sch its quite unexpected...

The course coordinator actually said i could squeeze in the repeat mod in next sem... So for a better of 30mins, i was jumping with joy. Dont need to study extra sem! Woohoo...

But the truth came in so fast, it dampen my mood 100%. I gota study 5 mods in 1 sem! Shucks...

Pray for my 'survival'... pls...

life @ 4:11 PM

:: expected ::

The sorta expected reply came. The reply was typically rather formal. Oh well.. never pin much hope in the appeal...

Going sch tmr to c how my mods gona be re-arrange... i hate goin to sch...

2 more weeks to sch re-open... still got vcds havent finish watching.. still got friends havent mit.. still got so many things i wana do... y the hols ending?!

2 more dreadful sem to complete... argh 12 more mths of torture...

If i can survive this 'ordeal', remind me in future... dont ever tink abt studying AGAIN..

life @ 5:10 PM

:: lost ::

After the devastating day, i'm feeling kinda lost. Duno how i should continue spend my remaining 3 weeks of sch hol... But i tink if i jus waste myself away for 3 weeks, its not gd either.

Lucky got the blogshop & PSP to keep me occupied at home. As much as i dun have the mood to go out, i decided i should go out. I needed the air outside... Fri walked ard JP alone than had a quiet evening with a cup of hot chocolate & my PSP @ Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf..

Than had dinner with MD which made me feel better. Guess all i needed is someone to talk to. And i bought 2 sets of Korean drama to keep myself further occupied too, "Yu-Hee The Witch 魔女允熙" and "Huang Zhen Yi 黃眞伊". Must self-entertain myself else i will go worse feeling upset. -_-''' Managed to laugn wholeheartedly while watching "Yu-Hee The Witch 魔女允熙"... its reali funny...

Guess i'll recover frm the devastating upset mood soon.. i hate to c myself or feel all moody everyday... can be quite depressing... Oh well.. life still have to go on. Been cooking quite a lot lately. The cooking mood has set in quite strongly lately. Made sushi last week:

Rice dumpling yday:

There was the potato salad which i made 3 times to finally get the correct ingrediants for THE potato salad i wanted. I tink i got mum to be hooked to my potato salad ^^

Also made the Jamie style pizza weeks ago... Which didnt turn out as nice as the 1st time i made it. Guess i got the yeast portion wrongly...

Wanted to bake a muffins or cake but i'm lazy.. maybe will try it next week, if i got the mood..

life @ 4:20 PM

:: demoralised ::

Back to feeling upset again.. its not jus merely upset. Its tremendous saddness...

Failed 1 mod... *sob*

So demoralised... i also duno y i score so low... so low till i dun even wana appeal. Wat's the pt of appealing when the chance of approval is zero?

I tink i'm born to fail in studies... haiz... *sob*

The feeling of guilt is even higher when parents didnt scold me for failing.. I tink mum feel kinda disappointed i failed though she didnt say a thing. I guess she's hoping i'll do better in uni compared to my lousy poly days. I also thought i'll do better. Guess we're all wrong... haiz...

Didnt cry when i 1st saw the results. Wasnt tat upset, yet, coz i got a gut feeling i'll fail at least 1 mod. But its reali upsetting to disappoint the parents especially they pin so much hopes on me. I tink i will feel better if they scold me.. haiz...

I tink i'll sob myself to sleep tonight. Haiz... *sob*

Feeling kinda of lost now.. Duno wat to do.. Haiz.. *sob*

life @ 9:38 PM