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Saturday, May 23, 2009

:: 不公平的世界... ::

1 week of work completed... 1 month & 1 week more... kinda feeling confused whether should i extend or not (if they do ask)...

That's becoz i neither really enjoyed the work NOR thoroughly hates it to the core...

The thing abt being a HR & given ALL the access to EVERYONE's records can be a gd & a bad thing. I can c everyone's personal records so i get to learn how to write better resumes & its really an eye opening what kind of jobs r out there (based on everyone's past job experiences)...

Than there's also access to everyone's salary.. i din mean to purposely c it but its there so i jus took a peak whenever i'm flipping & browsing for data here & there..

And its kinda irrating to c those who works the same post of u earning lots more than u though both of u r doing the same %$^#* work... it jus feel so unjust...

The words of the mgr said on the 1st day keeps ringing ard... "those outside r not performing gd enuf becoz blah blah blah... and i hope u can perform many times better than them..."

Than how come i dun get THEIR pay 呢? 都是temp... 待遇却不一样... Expect more frm me but pay them more? Hmmm tell me wats wrong with this situation?

3 simple words... 不公平!!!!

So i've decided.. forget it.. not abt forgetting abt tis matter, but to forget abt working hard for them. Why waste my energy on something meaningless...

But than there's still the gd pts abt tis job.. i get $$$ & experience... Very attractive plus pts in a way...

One more week of possible night shifts again.. Wed's not so hapi night shift experience is very much annoying. When everyone's happily calling cab to go home, there i am stuck with taking bus home. And if i knew i cant claim cab, i wouldnt have agreed to night shift. It only adds the unfairness. And its very miserable eating DINNER @ nearly 10pm, ALONE, in a place where ppl r happily dining in grps for SUPPER. Me dinner, them supper... sucky feeling. I tink everyone's thinking y tis woman is eating noodles alone at such late night in a grumpy face. Haiz.. Next time with night shift i'll jus go home straight..

Just 1 week of work & i have tons of things to complain abt.. yet i cant say i totally hate tis job either.. maybe i'm a 贱骨头的人吧... meant to suffer hardship..

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