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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
:: demoralised ::

Back to feeling upset again.. its not jus merely upset. Its tremendous saddness...

Failed 1 mod... *sob*

So demoralised... i also duno y i score so low... so low till i dun even wana appeal. Wat's the pt of appealing when the chance of approval is zero?

I tink i'm born to fail in studies... haiz... *sob*

The feeling of guilt is even higher when parents didnt scold me for failing.. I tink mum feel kinda disappointed i failed though she didnt say a thing. I guess she's hoping i'll do better in uni compared to my lousy poly days. I also thought i'll do better. Guess we're all wrong... haiz...

Didnt cry when i 1st saw the results. Wasnt tat upset, yet, coz i got a gut feeling i'll fail at least 1 mod. But its reali upsetting to disappoint the parents especially they pin so much hopes on me. I tink i will feel better if they scold me.. haiz...

I tink i'll sob myself to sleep tonight. Haiz... *sob*

Feeling kinda of lost now.. Duno wat to do.. Haiz.. *sob*

life @ 9:38 PM


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