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Sunday, May 25, 2008
:: life's unpredictable ::

Well i was looking forward to a peaceful sch hols but it merely lasted less than a few days than the world ard me starts to get "messy"...

The sichuan earthquarke.. so sad to c the death roll keep rising.. its been 14days and it still makes me wana cry jus seeing the news or reading the newspaper. Hope the living will be able to recover soon & rebuild their homeland.

Than within the same week was informed tat my aunt fell sick. She's the closest relative among all my hundred over relatives i ever have. Though i dun c her always but she's been reali nice to me when i was young. Well now she's all haywired in the brain becoz of some delayed treatment. It can be very extremely pissing to c some1 supposely can be cured but was not becoz they dun wana be treated.

I hate old traditional thinking ppl... a life's on hand yet they still 'think' a person will recover 'automatically' or some 'miracle' will happen. *tsk tsk*

Deep inside i truly believe she wont become wat she is now had 'some ppl' sent her to the doc. If i could, i would scream at them and give them a thoroughly scolding now. But than again wat's the point? She IS and HAS become wat she is now. These ppl only suffer with her coz now they have to spent the rest of their life looking after her 24hrs, 365 days non stop.

I know if i visit her, surely i cant take it, but i have to, so i did. It's EXTREMELY depressing to c someone u know ur whole life turning into a 'haywired' person. No one could hold their tears when the doc annouced she's "uncurable" & "permanent". I tink mum's the most depressing coz she's closest to her. Everyday she spent worrying for aunt. Mum worry aunt, i worry for mum AND aunt.

So 2 weeks of my holidays spent mourning the death, crying for the sicked...

Seriously i'm not feeling any joy of the holiday...

Life's so unpredictable...

life @ 10:12 PM


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